Why We Blog...

This blog is born because we, who have been with Christ, cannot contain our joy and excitement as we know Him more and hear His voice. We must share with each other what He is saying and doing! So this blog is created to connect the Body of Christ and to bring glory to His name. This is a place to share scripture, words of encouragement to the Body, stories of God's work in your life, hymns and spiritual songs, as well as, testimonies of what God is teaching you through time with Him and prayer requests. Please share only what will encourage, unify, and spur us on to fullness in Christ. Be mindful that almost anyone may read this. We pray this will be a tool that brings God glory, unifies His children, and is a light in the darkness. If you'd like to be an auther, email Michelle. Otherwise, follow and be sure to comment!

Friday, March 16, 2012

Rally Point

Hello friends,
We'd like to share with you the freshly directed vision of our Saturday Morning meetings. Your leadership team spent some time before the Lord at the end of February. During this wonderful time, the Lord directed us into a clearer more defined vision of this special time we are having together. First off, He gave us a name, Rally Point. We are Rally Point, because this is a time to gather around Jesus as our banner and spend time with Him. From this time spent in His Presence flows life, vision, and direction for each of us personally and as a unit for God's glory. With that being said, we'd like to present to you the guidelines for Rally Point.

Goal: To seek God's face and leave having encountered God in a personal way.

"My heart has heard you say, "Come and talk with me." And my heart responds, "LORD, I am coming." Psalm 27:8 NLT

Time:

5:30-7am Personal Seek Time with God

7-8 am Rally Time (time of edification through sharing God's word to us in the Personal Seek Time)

Guidelines:

* Come in a spirit of humility, knowing the purpose of this time is to Seek God's face edifying and strengthening the church in unity.

*Listen well, to God and others. Treat others with honor and respect.

*Practice using your gifting under the Holy Spirit's direction. Offer words of prophecy, exhortation, praise, prayer, and encouragement to others humbly as the Holy Spirit leads, so that the Body is built up and strengthened.

*Rally Time is a time to share the words you heard from the Lord this morning only. Please share other activities of the Lord in your life with all of us through blog posts throughout the week.




Leadership Team: Please contact us on Facebook with any questions or concerns.

Michelle Bristle                 Andrea Graver                  Jen Giles                              Michelle Clark

We pray that God will call you and place a desire to come enjoy this special time. He is up to big things among us!!



Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Saturday March 3, 2012

Michelle-
This fear is not from ME. I cover you. I shield you from the enemy, like I hid the Israelites coming out of Egypt. The day will come to fight but my baby, Rally Point, I will guard. I will guard my children.
Abba
* I was sitting in Jen's office and looked up to see the cloud painting one of her girls did on the wall.

Nehemiah: summary titles
  1. Grief for exiles and broken down Jerusalem
    1. prayers
  2. Return to build the wall
  3. Work ridiculed
    1. discouragement overcome
  4. Selling sisters/bros into slavery/debt (holding debt against each other) is abolished
  5. Nehemiah's example
  6. Enemy's plot
  7. Wall finished
  8. People and gifts counted
  9. Ezra reads law: Feast of booths restored
  10. People confess sins
  11. A covenant written and signed
  12. leadership est.
  13. dedication of wall
  14.  procedures for the Temple
  15. Foreigners excluded
  16.  Temple cleansing
  17. Tithes restored
  18. Sabbath restored
I'm not sure why these jumped out at me (is it ok if I post incomplete thoughts on this site? I think you guys might have the insight to what makes it important and applicable to us but I feel stupid writing things I don't have figured out.)...but I think we may find some similarities in our walk with Rally Point. I need to dwell and ponder on it with the Lord. I think item number 1 was pretty well covered by Jen. How crazy cool!

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Obedience: Nehemiah

Friends,
I missed you all last weekend for Rally Point but I had SUCH a wonderful weekend with Chris' family. We were able to visit his sister's church for the first time in a year and the message was so timely for me.  I want to share it with you here...  First of all, Nehemiah is a book that God brought me to at a very sad time when I was in college.  So I've always considered it to be something that's "ours" (mine and His).  On Sunday, we attended Cross Church in Fayetteville - I must say if you're ever in Fayetteville on a Sunday  morning, you definitely want to experience Cross Church!!

OK here's the lesson, in a nutshell:

Nehemiah 1:1-11
Nehemiah was an Israelite, living in Persia after the Israelites were scattered from their land. He was a cupbearer to the Persian King.  He received devastating news that the walls of his homeland, Jerusalem, had been broken down and the gates had been burned. 

What did Nehemiah do when he received this tragic news?  Did he call his friends and moan?  Did he gather around others who would commiserate with him?  Did he plan a revolution?  NO His response was to immediately sit down, weep, mourn, fast and pray to God for " some days".

Nehemiah knew that whatever situation he faced, God was the solution! The pastor asked these questions: 
Are you now facing tragic, devastating news? 
Or is God asking you to do something that is uncomfortable? 

I personally am facing question #2 in a few areas of my life!  you may be facing question #1. Either way, the lesson that follows applies :)

Then Nehemiah addressed God in this manner:

1) He declared the sovereignty and control of the Lord  ("Oh Lord, God of heaven, the great and awesome God...")

2) He remembered God's faithfulness to keep His promises  ("...who keeps his covenant of love with those who love Him and obey His commands...")

3) He implored God to listen ("...let your ear be attentive and your eyes open to hear the prayer your servant is praying before you day and night...")

4) He took personal and national responsibility for the sins of the people and remembered that God is forgiving ("...I confess the sins we Israelites, INCLUDING MYSELF AND MY FATHER'S HOUSE, have committed against you.  We have acted very wickedly toward you.  We have not obeyed the commands, decrees and laws you gave your servant Moses...")

5)  He reminded God of his promises and he was able to put his faith and trust IN God's promises  ("...Remember your instruction you gave your servant Moses, saying "if you are unfaithful I will  scatter you among the nations, but if you return to me and obey my commands, then even if your exiled people are at the farthest horizon, I will gather them from there and bring them to the place I have chosen as a dwelling for my Name...")

6) He continued reminding God of His promises - I'm placing emphasis on the pronouns b/c the pastor did too and it was powerful!   (..."They are YOUR servants and YOUR people, whom YOU redeemed by YOUR great strength and YOUR mighty hand...")

7)  He asked God for favor  ("...Oh Lord let your ear be attentive to the prayer of your servant and to the prayer of your servants who delight in revering your name.  Give your servant success today by granting him favor in the presence of this man...")

I was highly challenged.  I'm going to sit on this for the week and really try to apply this prayer to my life.  I am going to sit before the Lord.  I am going to remind myself of the things He's asked me to do that I haven't been obedient with yet.  I'm going to declare His sovereignty - really let it sink in.  I'm going to remember His faithfulness. I'm going to ask Him to listen to my prayers. I'm going to confess my sin and any collective sins He exposes.  I'm going to remind God (and myself :) ) of His promises. And I'm going to ask God for favor as I REVERE HIM (delight in fearing Him, respond in awe of Him) and OBEY HIM. 

And when I receive tragic news, I'm going to come back to this and practice responding in the right way, again.  I encourage you to do the same! 

Friday, February 17, 2012

Depression with Jesus

I feel compelled to share this with you. In the past few weeks, maybe months, I have felt like I'm in a depressing fog of grey monotony. Where I had life, interest, vitality,  instead I am numb, grey, listless, weary.
I  feel like no one gets me and that I might be insane.

I feel like my friends are annoyed with me and that I'm insecure and needy, when I haven't felt like that in forever.

I worry that I'm being too prideful or bossy or "look at me" when I serve the Lord.

I feel like I don't know anything about the Lord so how dare I try to lead anyone. ie: dgroups, bible study, prayer time

I feel unloved, rejected, hurt and most of it I believe is all in my head bc I can't find a logical place for it to have taken root or its come from a very minor incident that should NOT have that kind of effect.

I am mean and yelling at my kids.

I can't seem to find life.

I read about Muslim women and their black veils and I wish I had one to hide under...instead I use my black hoodie.

I feel like a failure.

I'm striving but I don't even realize it, until I'm exhausted.

If someone tries to bring a message to me that I need to try harder at anything (esp godly living ) I want to kick them in their face.

I feel like I don't care about anything...
 
Yet, there are moments of light. Of great love, and vision from the Lord.
I have shared with some about my struggles. And in talking through some of them with a dear friend, I began to see depression in a new "light" (lol). I've always considered depression an attack of the Enemy. When I feel this way, I see it as NOT of God. I treat it as a battle but that hasn't done much good. When you are weary, you don't care to fight, you want to surrender to the darkness. And it feels like you flail around trying to keep the darkness back only to exhaust yourself and it keeps coming. So what if I do stop fighting, striving, what if I sit here quietly in the dark?
 I began to wonder, has God led me into this season of dark/fog for a purpose?
What if He led me into dark foggy places so I can know Him better?
" that I may know Him, and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death; in order that I may attain to the resurrection from the dead" Phil 3:10  He was a man of many sorrows, acquainted with grief (Is 53:3)...surely Jesus knew depression. Do you lead me here so you can use my weaknesses for eternal fruit?  (John 15:16)What if there are treasures down here in the darkness that I have to come here to find? "and I will give you the treasures of darkness, and hidden wealth of secret places, in order that you may know that it is I, The Lord, The God of Israel, who calls you by your name." Is 45:3 What if this dark/fog is a place for me to build up my endurance for things to come? Endure: to hold up under pain or hardship without yielding; synonyms: abide, allow, be patient with, brave,face, hang in, live out, live through, never say die, ride out, stand, take it, be timeless, carry on, persist, wear well, stick to Antonyms: discontinue
 
On Saturday mornings we have talked a lot about light and dark and God being in the darkness. We've also talked about being warriors for Christ and training, boot camp. I read awhile back about a special ops training program where they had to run for miles and miles, through darkness, cold, fog with little food. They were supposed to reach a certain destination in a given time. The exercise was designed to weed out the those who would not endure...to a man those who passed were beyond exhaustion, in pain, physically, mentally, emotionally spent but they pushed on to finish. This was passing the test, finding out if the men had some sort of inner strength to keep going against all reason and odds. Never quit. I propose to you, that we too might be in training with the Lord to strengthen our endurance for times to come. Where its life and death in the Kingdom of God and we must be willing to endure to the end."Endure suffering along with me, as a good soldier of Christ Jesus" 2 tim 2:2-3 " All discipline for the moment seems not to be joyful, but sorrowful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterwards it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness. " Heb 12:11 I have always read that word discipline as punishment for sin. Today I saw it in a different light. Here is the definition: regimen, training; synonyms: development, drill, practice, prep. And let me be very clear I believe this endurance is the endurance of seeking God's face. Never never stop coming to Him, clinging to Him in the dark, listening for His voice. Its not about fighting or striving, its about seeking Him through the dark and fog.
 
So now, if I look at depression as a place where Jesus is beside me, revealing Himself in a new way, a place where there are treasures, a training ground, and a place where eternal fruit can be grown, then I'm less depressed already. I don't propose to know much at all about depression, or have all the answers. I just wanted to throw this perspective out there because God has been speaking it to me these past few days. I do think that there is an aspect of battle in depression in that lies of the Enemy are prevalent and we are susceptible. Which is why I chose to list some of the things I've been thinking for you. The more we bring thoughts into the light the more clearly we see what is of God and what is of the Enemy. Lastly for me, I have heard the Lord say this is a season. Surrender to me in this season. He will lead me out at the appointed time. Mean time I have found my way to a resting place of security that Jesus is in this pit of darkness with me and He has purpose for it in my life. And when I begin to doubt that and slip off again, I'll just keep coming back to sit before Him...and endure the quiet numb darkness until I hear Him again.
 
I love you friends (when I'm not numb lol). Let's not hide alone but be united with Christ and each other.
 
The songs "Times" and" By Your Side" by Tenth Avenue North have ministered to me greatly. In case you need some ministering to.
love
mich

Monday, February 6, 2012

Prepared Beforehand

Well its been awhile since I had anything to say. But this...this is a good one. Maybe you can relate with me about the struggle of "doing good works". As I've grown in Christ, I've grown in my understanding of why we do good things. For a long time I was striving to prove I was saved and good enough and that I loved the Lord enough that I would do good things for Him. Thanks be to my Savior who did not let me continue along entrenched in thinking like that. Still, occasionally, I struggle with perfectionist behavior, performance based love, and falling right back into those thoughts. Yesterday morning the Lord spoke to me in Ephesians 2. He tweaked my vision once again and as with everything He does, it brought peace, joy, and delight to my soul!

"But God, being rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us,
even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved),
 and raised us up with Him,
and seated us with Him, in the heavenly places, in Christ Jesus,
 in order that in the ages to come He might show the surpassing riches of His grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.

 For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God;not as a result of works, that no one should boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. "

This list of beautiful promises in these verses is amazing! Not just salvation, as if that wasn't beautiful enough, but He makes us alive, raised up with Him, seated WITH HIM, and He brings us there so that He can show us surpassing riches of His grace in KINDNESS!

He is out to show me KINDNESS! He is out to show you KINDNESS and its not because of anything we have done. Just soak in that for a minute!!

ok, it gets better.After that delightful reminder that I can't work to save myself or earn His favor, He says to me, "My Love, works are NOT a requirement, they are My gift once you are Mine. They are MY good works. I prepared them, you just walk in them and enjoy them!!!"  Say what?!

Now that resonates in me, I do LOVE to walk in the works He has prepared for me! Which one of us hasn't experienced that almost unexplainable delight and exhilaration of riding along on the Holy Spirit's work and being a part of something that was a "God thing"? Contrarily, I know the feeling of striving to make a Michelle's good work into a God thing. Its hard, its exhausting, its draining, its bla.

 yesterday morning the Spirit highlighted the word "prepared". When I think of prepared, I think of a substitute teacher having all the lesson plans laid out for her to use with the class and she just walks in and does it. I think of preparing dinner for my husband and kids before I go out for girl's night. I  leave dinner fully cooked, table set, glasses made, all the way down to the scissors laid out for cutting the baby's food. All he has to do is walk in and serve. I looked up prepared/preparation in the dictionary.

Here are some synonyms: made ready, gotten ready, arranged, assembled, built, concocted (love that one), constructive, contrived, cooked up, endowed, fashioned, formulated, furnish, ground work laid, made provision for, outfitted, ready, settled, smooth the way, all systems go, all bases covered, all set, prepped, primed

Antonyms: disorganized, ignore, neglect

Isn't that delightful...Can it be that God has these treasures of "good works" all laid out and preped for me and I just have to walk in them??? I just have to look for them each day because He has done the prep work!? Many of you know that my son is into Mario Kart, much to my annoyance, still the Lord seems to talk with me using it often. ha! I played it with Zach this Saturday. Because I hardly ever play and he plays daily, he is much better than me. As you drive these different courses in race cars you try not to fall off the road and die and avoid evil creatures that will kill you. Conversely, you are also looking for these magic boxes that give you special gifts for your drive, some that help you to win. I kept missing the boxes as I drove. I was so busy trying to go fast, and not die that I wasn't putting driving through the boxes as a high priority. They were there, whether I chose to drive that way or not but I was too busy to try to find them on purpose. At some points I'd hit them accidentally and I was always glad I had. Zach kept saying, "Get the boxes mom!"

 I see these good works God has prepared for me as treasure boxes in my day. Have I been frantically driving through my day just trying to survive and missing His treasure He prepared for me this day!?
In all His power and wisdom and design the most perfect treasure of good works for me to walk in, every day are laid out! The Lord says: Get the box Michelle!

Think God is awesome yet? Well here's one last piece. In the analogy of the sub teacher or my husband feeding the kids dinner, they still have to do the work on their own. But I discovered, that God doesn't work that way, of course.  I looked up "walk" from this verse, in the Greek reference in the back of my bible. I found it means to tread around, walk at large, to live, to deport oneself, follow (as a companion or votary)-go be occupied with , walk about. Since I didn't know what votary meant, and you probably don't either, here are some synonyms: believer, addict, amateur, buff, devotee, enthusiast, disciple, fanatic. So here it is: we are IN Christ doing these good works; not alone, not given the prep work and left but it is done together with Christ as the expert, and me as the amateur devoted disciple! What assurance! If you are a teacher, you've come back to school and found that they sub didn't execute your plan as you prepared it! I've come home to find that Eric added something to the meal or left the table and kitchen a disaster, NOT PART OF THE PLAN. But with God, there's no danger of that because you are in His plan doing it WITH Him! Oh joy and bliss! I'm serious, nothing compares to the fulfillment, purpose, and life that comes from these treasures!

So girls, let's go be treasure hunters for His preped works for us today! Then comment back with what you find!
WHO IS LIKE THE LORD ! love yall!

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Holy Spirit

About a month ago I had this awesome post I made from my phone and then it went away...so I was frustrated, so I didn't repost it...but now I want to, because OUR GOD IS AWESOME!!!

Ladies if it is anything that the Lord is telling me it is that I don't have to do anything...it is not up to me!!!!  I don't have to be nice when I am in a bad mood, I don't have to be a good mother when all I want to do is curl up in the fetal position with chocolate and Lifetime TV, I don't even have to be a good Christian, we have a helper...it is the Holy Spirit!  I don't know what I thought the Holy Spirit was until recently, but it is a being, a gift.  Throughout the New Testament Christ talked about how God was going to give us a help mate when He was no longer physically with them.

John 14: 25All this I have spoken while still with you. 26 But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.

Do you know how freeing this is for me?  How freeing this is for everyone?!?!  I can call on the name of the Holy Spirit and He will be with me.  He is not just "something" that Jesus sent, but an actual being that can give us the strength to do His work.  Think of how discouraged, how tired the beginning disciples were, but they were energized because of the Holy Spirit.  So can we, while we are doing His work. 

Ladies, God is opening my eyes to so much, no longer do I think it is up to me to serve, love, because it is not.  Asking and calling down on the strength, trusting in the Holy Spirit and then doing His work, is my job.  Not only that, when I stop pushing my own agenda, when I stop trying to do it so I look good, or feel good, or feel like I have to out of obligation...the desire is there, the joy is complete and I am right where I need to be, in the will of God.

Love you ladies, don't forget to post prayer request and what God is doing in your life...I LOVE YOU ALL!!

Allison

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Scroll

Ladies,

It has been far too long since we have posted here! My heart is heavy for my own lack of discipline in past weeks. I have been in the Word and in worship and prayer, but I have often come with a heaviness of heart, instead of joy in His presence. Can anyone identify?
But I hear the Lord's call to return to Him, my first love, and I am delighted to obey.

This morning I was not able to come together and pray with you ladies, which saddened me since I miss our times of seeking Him together so much! But I opened the Word to Jeremiah ch 36, and immediately my heart began leaping! It is best to read this yourself to really understand what I'm referring to, but here goes!
Jeremiah had instructed Baruch, his scribe, to write a scroll! This scroll was to be a summary of all the messages the Lord had given to Jeremiah concerning God's people. They were warnings to the people of God's coming discipline, and they were intended to be read in the hearing of all the people for the purpose of repentance.
The things that struck me about this passage were:
1) the cooperation of both Jeremiah and Baruch with the Spirit of God. There is such a picture of the Church in this! Jeremiah was not free to take this scroll and read it to the people, because He was imprisoned for speaking God's Word! So even though the Lord gave the original message to him, He had to entrust it to Baruch. And Baruch was then given the task of delivering it to God's people. There had to be trust and absolute cooperation on the part of both these men in order for God's message to be delivered to the people. This reminds me of New Testament Christianity because while some were suffering for the Gospel, others had to be faithful to carry and spread the message of Christ. As Americans we are free right now to spread the Gospel. Am I being obedient and faithful to my Lord and my Christian brothers and sisters who are being persecuted for the sake of the Gospel?
2) Baruch's task was simply to be obedient in delivering the prophecies of Jeremiah. He did not have a personal message from the Lord, as did Jeremiah, but was faithful with the message to speak it to others. Again, am I being faithful with the Words of the Lord? God delivers personal Words, and they are life to the soul, but am I being faithful with His universal message of Salvation for the World that we sing about at Christmas? Am I a faithful ambassador of Christ to carry that message of life to others? Or am I too concerned with my plans, my family, my ministries, to deliver His message? Baruch gained an audience with the highest officials in the Temple, not because of His own authority as a prophet, but because of the authority of God's Word!
3) the purpose of the scroll was to remind, to rebuke, to warn, and to cause repentance for the purpose of restoration. This makes me wonder in my own words from the Lord, what has He given me as reminders, as rebukes, as warnings, and how is He calling me to prepare or repent or warn others of His coming? I am WAY too lukewarm as a Believer in Jesus these days, and it is to my harm, but it is also to the harm of others around me. King Jehoiakim rejected the Words of the Lord through Jeremiah the prophet, and the whole nation of Israel suffered because of his handling of the Word of the Lord. Am I speaking the Word to others or holding it inside because of fear? The Temple officials were more fearful of the reaction of King Jehoiakim than they were of the coming judgment of the Lord, but Jeremiah and Baruch, who had every reason to fear for their lives remained faithful to the message of the Lord. Am I like the temple officials fearing the response of men, or like these prophets of God , faithful to His Word knowing my life is hidden in Him?

I am excited about this New Year and will continue to seek to hear His voice each day, but I am longing to be a messenger of Christ's peace, an ambassador of the hope of the Gospel. I am challenged to be a bearer of His truth wherever I go.

Loving each of you in His love!